What then?
My brother just turned 17 yesterday. Yesterday was his 40th day at the same time. Cool huh? Love you much kuya *kiss*
It's just weird to know, that after I convinced myself that this is how it's going to be, here you are, trying to tell me something. After realizing . . . . . . . . . and after feeling strange about these feelings for you . . . . . . you tell me something that will linger inside my head. I thought of you almost everyday. But after that one night. . . . . . . wala lang. I realized something. So eto, okay na sa akin yun. Then all of a sudden. . . . . .garr. Diba? Isn't it just confusing? When you don't know where to place yourself? Bahala na si batman. Sa akin lang, it's the friendship I don't want to risk. That's that. Hahaha.
. . . and I miss kuya.
I got the sincere sorry I was waiting for, thanks :)
Thank you Ms. Malayas. I felt great after I shared my realizations about life and death. The fact that I was able to let other people witness how God greatly worked in our lives was fulfilling. Although, when I had to share how much it hurts to lose a brother, it was again heart-breaking. Imagine. 4 na beses ko shnare, in short, sa whole batch, tapos akala ko naiyak ko na lahat, but no, I just can't help but cry. Anyway, at least nalalabas ko yung mga di ko maiyak sa bahay. I have to put up the cheerful smile so that my parents, especially my mom, won't be feeling sad again. So. . It's hard to talk to the walls you know? It's really hard when you have no one to vent out your feelings.
I'm off to Holiday Inn with my cousins tomorrow. Rarrr.
*Sayonara*
posted by becauseima_girl @ 7:52 AM
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Hi, to tell you honestly I really don't know who these "concerned friends" you are talking about. Seryoso. I told my friends okay na kaya I'm sure none of my friends are doing this to her. Nababasa ko yung mga comments na ginagawa nila kay Ate Nicole and I think it's going overboard. I think nasobrahan na, hinahanapan na siya ng butas sa lahat ng ginagawa niya. When she approached me and asked for an apology, I really appreciated it. In fact I really thought it was sincere. So I'm not being sarcastic when I said "I got the sincere sorry I was waiting for". I know people make mistakes. Of course I understand her. Just tell ate Nicole that words can't destroy her. When she apologized, I know it took guts to do that. I really appreciated it.
Thank you also for telling this to me. God Bless.
awww tin. :( sorry late reply, i just got home from Batangas from our retreat. Haha recoletter ko? Jokelang :) Ayun, Its good that you and Nicki are OK already. Haha :) I will always be praying for you and your brother too. :) Keep Safe Ok? If you need someone.. haha! :) andito ako! hahaha *hug* "_"
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