Sadly, nothing can make my day alright

. . . I sat at the corner of my room and tears started to roll down my eyes. I don't know why but the memories I had with my brother started to hunt me again. Whenever I would hear the songs he used to play in his guitar, the agony inside of me grows stronger. Again, I realized that our dreams together were crashed into pieces. It hit me hard that what seems to be left are nothing but dust. And again, I never realized I would lose the only brother I had. I thought I have cried my eyes out already. But looks like, I have my whole life to live, crying and mourning for losing the brother I only had.

When I heard the song "Minsan Lang Kita Iibigin" it reminded me so much of him. I had to sit in one corner and cry it all out. I wanted to talk to a friend but I did not want them to feel sorry for me. Besides, this is my problem and I have to deal with it on my own. So, I decided not to anymore. These are the times I want to be left alone. I talk to the walls. I felt weak and yeah, I missed my brother's presence a lot. It freaked me out actually. Coz' how am I going to deal with the problems yet to come? I guess I should learn to be strong for myself. . .

OH WELL . . . I just had to vent this out.

My body still hurts so bad. I mean, really really bad. I can hardly walk especially when going up and down. Hala naman?!

Ay ay ay. Whatttaaday for BGs! HAHAHA. Royt guys? We have plans. We have plans. Hmm, hmm, we have PLANS.

--study for a quiz
*Sayonara*